Nothing can ever describe my feelings now. No fights no nothing but we know we have to go seperate ways. It was a total heart break for me. I can't help but break down almost every hour. We'll miss us so much but there's nothing we can do to make this last. If it's not for the "impossibles" we know we can last longer but it's not our luck. It's never easy to let him go. Oh my..... I can never stop crying... I felt better only after i see him just now. That helps alot. We're friends and only friends now. Sad to say that but yeah.... I still remember every bit and pieces of memories we have. From the time we sang "halo" together to the times where he would play the tunes on his guitar and we'll sing together. People say its not easy to get a happy relationship. Yeahh, it's never easy. As for my case, i had one but i can only keep it for a while... I'll miss everything... This is the point of time where i try not to be alone. It hurts more when i'm alone...
♥ LAST PICTURE WE HAD (Thursday, 21October2010) ♥
Quote of the day - i know that i love you but let me just say, i don't wanna love you in no kind of way - Broken Hearted Girl - BEYONCE
SHEERAdorable ~ 211108, Friday - 9.45am xoxo
PS: You're so close to perfect. I swear i love you. I still do, 26July2010 - 27October2010 ♥
Hello all ! (: My goodness, i miss updating my blog regularly. Sadly i've been busy lately and i don't seem to have anything interesting to talk about. Hair show is coming up. Attachment is coming up. Sad to know that this week is the last week that i can ever enjoy myself. Starting full time at the same work place soon. So yeahh. Well, i gotta chat with Nura Mardy Bum just now. Catch things up a little. It's been long since we hang out. The last time we ever did was way back in 2006. OMG right? HAHA. Miss those times when were that close. Come to think about it, things change alot... If you ask me "so what is your teenage life like?". I'll say, "Oh my, where do i start??" HAHAHA Some are really nice some are so unthinkable some are just stupid ! Okayy, don't want to talk about it. For now i want to enjoy my last 4 years of teenage life (:
So today i came back home at 5 plus. Then out with mama to lot 1. Bought some stuffs then we had dinner at KFC then when to NTUC.
Had a talk about something when we were having dinner.. And after that my head felt a little confused like as though i'm paranoid something like that... Yeahh, i don't ever want to repeat that same heart breaking situation i had in the past again. And this time it's a diffrent situation... So will this ever last forever? I wonder...
♥ Leftover pics from mama's surprise birthday, dress-up session and dinner at pizza hut for mama ♥
Quote of the day - i believe in hope - What Do You Got ? - BON JOVI
SHEERAdorable ~ 211108, Friday - 9.45am xoxo
PS: You're so close to perfect and that's the reason why ♥
I'm back ! Sorry for not updating. Things have been very diffrent lately.. Nothing close to what i've imagined... My trip to Chiang Mai was awesome. It was better then what i've imagined. Well, eliminate the lizards, grass-hoppers and insects i've seen though.... Hehs ! My trip was cut short..... I came back a day after my birthday which was on the 7 October 2010, Thursday. I got a news via text msg by my sister that my grandfather past away on my birthday... It devastate me... From laughters to tears. It was so hard cause i was away and it happened on my birthday... That's even harder and so i tried to catch the earliest flight but most of it was full and the earliest was the next day 5pm... Hiromie was my roomate back in Chiang Mai. She was kind to accompany me back home. Everyone cried. We were like Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie from "the simple life" being chased home or something like that.. It was hard to say goodbye cause just telling them that we were going home was hard. We felt like they're truly our friends. Hard but i'll see them in facebook....
I didn't get to see my grandfather for the last time... Sad but yeahh... I've experienced death in 2008. I guess that makes me stronger to overcome it faster. I'm still sad cause the news kinda shock me. But there's nothing i can do to stop all of this. I'll be okay. I had a very nice 18th birthday this year though... I had surprises from thailand and when i'm back in Singapore.. I still can't believe i'm 18 ! I'd like to believe that i'm 16... HAHA. I can't believe i'm graduating soon. All this things are fast forwarding so fast.... Next year i'll be doing something new... Wow, i'm growing up.... And i don't even realize that... Okayy for now... Enjoy my 18th birthday surprises pictures from Chiang Mai and Singapore ^,^
♥♥♥ Surprise from Chiang Mai (Thailand) before bad news ♥♥♥
♥ Surprise birthday cake by the lovely Thai Buddies ♥
♥ Korean Barbie by Ice ♥
♥ Thai bookmark by Bart ♥
♥ Surprise birthday song and card by my ITE chiang mai mates ♥
♥ Present by Ms New my Thai Teacher ♥
♥♥♥ Surprises from Singapore ♥♥♥
♥ Gucci set from Ayit ♥
♥ Surprise birthday cake by boyfriend's family ♥
♥ Present from boyfriend's mom ♥
♥ Out with Boyfriend to Clark Quay ♥
♥ I thought boyfriend didn't buy me anything but then i saw a parcel hidden in my bag that says "love , dan" and i opened it and i saw this ♥
♥ Birthday dinner at Swensens with my parents ♥
Quote of the day - it all worked out in the end - Without You - HINDER
SHEERAdorable ~ 211108 - Friday, 9.45am xoxo
PS: Today's quote of the day reminds me of my past and it makes me realize how much my past have change my life and how much stronger it makes me be. I'm glad things are better now. Watch the video (: ♥
Hello all ! I'm so busy preparing alot of stuffs. Today morning i bought a laptop case, a slim fit cargo pants for $49.95 and two pairs of 3/4 jeans for $5 each. About the 3/4 jeans..... The tag said $20(originally selling at 39.95), so i took one in the beginning and went to the cahier just to find out that there's further discount so i ended up taking two. I suke ! Sape seyy tk suke kan... HAHA (: I managed to get myself a luggage already. Si just have to pack everything away and yeapp ! I have to buy a foundation. Solution for contact lense. Eyeliner maybe? Make up important bagi aku. HAHA ! I put on make up almost all the time... I only feel comfortable without them when i'm in my house or when i'm with my boyfriend. Yeapp ! I don't really use too much dramatic make up when i'm with my boyfriend. I chose to not do so. He didn't stop me from doing so. I just feel comfortable knowing that he accept me for me. Hehs ^,^ Tomorrow morning i still have to run some arronts. Yeappp, morning babe ! I won't be in school tmr. Nothing much to do anyway... Plus good luck to those people who have not finish their models for portfolio. Tomorrow cikgu kasi chance. Slamat laa korg. Nasebb i da abes ^,^ So tomorrow i'll be going to Yew Tee, then maybe lot1 or home first then lot1 then i go meet my pet babi. HAHHAHHAHA ! Wednesday i go school, nak submot hard copy for graduation hair show. Thursday probably school then meet my pet babi and then at night meet Noyiee my tangkes at padang.. Friday i jalan raye ngn primary schoolmates. Rindu gile babs ! HAHAH Saturday, so many ppl ajak i go here and there so i better think twice nk gi yg mane -,-'' Sundayyy i fly off ! So i think i won't be updating much until i'm in Chiang Mai... So anything facebook saje yerhh? ^,^
I'm gonna end with pictures from last Sunday's raye okayyy? ^,^
Quote of the day - even though I pretend that I've moved on you'll always be my baby - Never Had A Dream Come True - S CLUB 7
SHEERAdorable ~ 211108, Friday - 9.45am xoxo
PS: 1 year 10 months has past. We still miss you and we swear that we will always cherish you in our heart ♥
Hello all ! HEHE. I'm in a total dull mood this days. Been tireddd and stuff like that. This year's raye is hmmm....... BORING sikett uhh. Raye mcm tak raye taw this year. Oh well... Eleven more days till i fly to Chiang Mai and all this news about plane crash are making me scared. It doesn't help when boyfriend make me watch air crash investigation. -,-'' HAHA, siakk abes. He sayy "alahh, paleng-paleng mati je"... That's very sweet uhhh. grhhh....
Today i did nothing much. Now nga chat ngn tangkes i Noyie. Hopefully dapat raye ngn Boyfriend gi ruma tangkes i soon before i fly off. I webcamed with Wansha just now. Cute sak buddy ! His new hair lawa kan ! HAHA Kite webcam then my kakak and mama pon join skali. Kecohhh ! HAHAHAH
Okay laa people, i'll end with some raye pictures okay?? ^,^
FIRST DAY RAYE !
SECOND DAY RAYE !
THIRD DAY RAYE !
Quote of the day - i don't care what they say, I'm in love with you, they try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth - Bleeding Love - LEONA LEWIS
